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[06 Feb 2003|10:10pm]
Ditching this journal. for now anyway. Sorry! I'll be making all my updates on my valgal username account thingy. Follow the life of Val that is BORING there! haaha. see ya around!
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[02 Feb 2003|10:18am]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | I'd Do anything-Simple Plan ]

Yesterday....I cant decide if it was good or bad. Lets just say it was eventful and important.

Started off fine. went to Ashley's and worked on our science fair project. Afterwards I met up with Jon and Matt at the mall. those guys are too much fun to hang out with. mat is such a chick magnet though. a group of preps who REALLY needed to lay off the push up bra's and low cut shirts kept calling Matt's cell to find out where he was so they could come give him hugs O.o It got annoying. ut I just hung out with Jon and talked while all that was happening.

Later in the evening, around 5:30, Natasha came over. We decided to go to Stratum with Matt and Jon. Stratum's kinda like...hm....a club for teens I guess. there's live music and you dance or just hang out or whatever. though we must have spent a totaly of 30 minutes in the room with the music the whole night. 15 of those minutes were just going in and looking for Matt.

Yup. matt took off to the movies with his friend. he told us "Be right back..." and we had no clue where he went. This girl, Maliyah, apparently had huge crushes on Jon and Matt. But Natasha and Jon are trying to hok up. they like eachother a lot, but Jon's too shy to ask her out just yet. Me and Natasha saw Maliyah rubbing Jon's back and hanging on him and me and Natasha got upset. I didn't know where Matt was. Jon was with some other girl. Later we talked to Jon about it, turns out he doesn't like Maliyah at all. He just doesn't know how to tell her to go away, because he's too nice. He and Natasha held eachother for a while, and I obiously wanted to give them their time alone so I went outside and sat on the curb and thought. I sang Vanesa Carlton's "Pretty Baby" simpleu because it was playing and Simple Plan's "I'd Do Anything" because that song kinda makes me think of Matt....singing makes me feel more calm. and I didnt wanna cry and be the stupid little girl. Natasha and Jon came outside and told me to come over there. then they both gave me a real good hug at the same time. So the three of us stayed in our little group hug for a while. THeyre great friends.

So then Maliyah comes outside and she's telling Jon "help me at least talk to Matt please? I really like him." then she makes him pinky promise, but he looks very hesitent. then she points to me and Natasha and goes "I don't care about those BITCHES over there!" So I, already upset with Matt, stand up and go "excuse me?!" and I get in her face and she goes "THat's right, i called you a bitch!" And I say "You don't know me! i have said nothing about you!" She goes "Yeah, I dont know yuou. You think I care? Youre a FUCKING BITCH! I'll call you whatever I want!" So i say "You have no right! I havent done anything and here you are starting shit, oh yeah, this shows GREAT character on your part!" And so we're here just SCREAMING at eachother and a bit of a crowd even forms. She says "Stop hanging out with jon! He's my friend and I won't let you take him away from me!" So I yell back "Oh yes! That's what I'm doing! I havent said a word to him about you!" Then she said something like "Well you'd better watch your back!" So I laugh and say "Oh no little girl's gonna hurt me with her words! She's gonna come get me in my sleep! Save me Save me!" And I walk away laughing. the best part is that I never sunk to her level and called her a bitch, and afterwards she was just GLARING att me and I was sitting here laughing with Natasha and Jon. She's not worth getting upset over.

So then half an hour before we're supposed to get picked up, Matt comes back. I tell him we need to talk. I ask him where he was and why he left. He said something like he wished I had come with him, but he was with his friend CJ at the movies playing dance Dance Revolution or something. He didn't think it would upset me and he was sorry. then he smiled and me and told me he liked me a lot and had broken up with his girlfriend for me. Then he held me for a short while and told me he had turned in the forms to switch to me school. He said as soon as he came so hamilton and we could see eachother more.....he hoped we could get together.

Then we go upstairs to the room where the music was and I kinda wrapped my arm around his. Then out of nowhere Maliyah comes and runs at Matt and pushes him down hard. She's yelling at him, and I cant understand what she's saying. she drags him downstairs and i go to find Natasha and Jon. I find them outside holding eachotehr again, and apparently they kissed. Awww. Natasha's upset at Matt because she thinks he purposley ditched us. I'm learning that he's just not too smart a kid and doesnt think things through, like Dillona nd my brother. She's really upset, so i go inside and buy her a little Homie figureing. When I gave it to her she was so happy and she set it on fire with her lighter right away! LOL! Because thats what she does with homies, burns them! Anyways, then matt comes outside from being Yelled at and Natasha runs away, becauseshe's so mad at him and had her pocket knife with her....so she might have hurt him. He wants to go make up with her, so he goes after her and I'm trying to hold him back and telling me "No! Don't go up to her! She's got a knife! i swear she'll hurt you!"m But he runs after her anyway. i go to to make sure nothing happens to either of them. Matt gets on his knees and tells her he screwed up and he's sorry, and he just wants to be her little bro again. It was pretty cute. so they made up, and Jon took Natasha's knife away. then Maliyah comes out again! She yells at Jon "I need tot alk to you!" And Matt says "Well whatever you need to say to him you can say in front of us!" but John being the overyly-sweet guy he is, gets led off by her to talk. I said something like "Jon, be a man! Don't take that!" So she whips around and starts coming at me, with her fists clenched. She was gonna hit me. hard. so I put my hands out and yell "Don't you DARE even TOUCH me! I havent talked about you badly, and certainly havent touched you! Don't EVEN!" So she turns around and goes to talk to Jon. Matt screams "Run away! she's the little devil on your shoulder!" but they were still talking 15 minutes later when Matt's parents came to pick us up. Matt hugged me before we went to the car and looked at me kinda sadly, as if apoligizing for how the evening turned out.

So the night ended well. No one was mad at eachother, and Matt's parents were telling embarassing stories about Matt in the car. he was like "Mom, I will never forgive you!" It was really funny. I can't wait to see those guys again next saturday....

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[31 Jan 2003|07:19am]
Wow. I love Comedy Sportz. We all had like a "bonding" rehersal or something yesterday and told about a sad story or insecurity we had. Its AMAZING you'd have no idea what such funny and upbeat people go through. Russ....Johnny....Wes....Paul....Emily....everyone! I even found out something new about Natasha. I shared a lot myself, and I was shaking and crying when I told my story. Me and Anders hugged afterwards, both crying. I think things might be ok with us now. This new guy in CSz, Gabe, gave me lots of hugs. he's sweet. I told everyone why I like hugs so much....so I get them a lot from the members now. heh.

I also went to the V-Show with Matt and Natasha. had a lot of fun. Matt burned me his Limit Point CD....good stuff. I mightsee Mattie again tomorrow. Homepully Jon and Natasha will be available too....
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[18 Jan 2003|08:50am]
[ mood | loved ]

The second Comedy Sportz show went great last night. the audience was really into it, which was a good and a bad thing. Sometimes they wouldn't shut up and it made it hard to form a scene. And sometime they'd shout "you suck!" and I wanted to go hit someone. Especially when they were yelling it at my Babcock. Johnny of course stated his "seriously come on!" line several times, but not as mucha s thursday's show.

Russ got a penalty for hiking up his shorts too high...it was pretty sick, but that's Russ for ya. Johnny and Russ put on the best Improv Rap-fight thing I've ever seen. They were rapping back and forth and dissing eachother and rhyming and it was so awesome. Pat made it to this show and jumped into Johnny's arms several times which was pretty cute.

After the show a few of the CS members like Johnny, Russ, Wes, Paul, Garret, and some techies and other helpers went out to dinner at the Native New Yorker. I was kinda afraid to go at first because I'd be the only girl my age and I wasn't close with anyone except Johnny. I had so much fun though. I got a ride with Russ and Johnny. Russ is into rap music and as we drove out of the parking lot (after being stopped to talk to several times because Russ is like really popular) he blared this rap music REALLY loud. As we were Driving Johnny and Russ were head bobbing and being dumb and singing to yelling the chorus ("mama said knock you out!") Its so hilarious. I love those guys. Johnny gave me a high five so I could be in on the cool people action i guess. lol. I was content sitting there laughing.

Johnny was a real gentleman, he'd hold cardoors and the door to the restuarant open for me. When we got there someone kept prank calling DJ's phone so Johnny dealt with it and talked to them in an accent for like 10 minutes staight. fun stuff. Johnny's a very messy eater...he got hot chicken wings and it was all over his face for half the dinner. it was cute. I wasn't too hungry so Johnny came to the rescue and finished it for me. Haha. Turns out DJ knew all of my friend Amber's family, so we had a lot of stories to tell.

At about 10:30, me and Johnny were both in need of a ride home so we asked DJ. Here's the thing, he has a pickup truck and took out the middle seat to fit his amp in. Me and Johnny got to the car and looked at it and we were like....this is gonna be interesting. We squeezed into the seat best we could and he tried to put the seat belt on....but that wasn't gonna happen so he was the only one with the seatbelt and I just kinda sat on it. we were so squished together I was half on his lap and had to put an arm around his neck or arm to keep from falling off. At one point we took a sharp turn and I clung to him and he was like "Let us never speak of this again..." we were all laughing. it was a lot of fun. He told me he had fun too when i talked to him breifly online when I got home.

I had so much fun. I'm going to remember everything for a very long time. I really felt so happy....those people are the best.

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hmmm... [06 Jan 2003|11:04am]
[ mood | blah ]

When I seldom do get a chance to talk to Josh online, I can't think of anything to say...it seems like such a long time since we've been as close as we used to...

I miss him.

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[01 Jan 2003|01:06pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

Hey Emo Nerd: you should come over today
Hey Emo Nerd: i need you

Its times like this that make me forget my fear of driving and wish I had my license. I wanna be there for her...but I don't think my parents can give me a ride.

*growls* darn Tyler....

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[31 Dec 2002|10:53pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Losing Grip-Avril Lavigne ]

As I watch Avril Lavigne play "Losing Grip" on MTV....I would like to wish you all a VERY happy new year! May 2003 be a wonderful year for each of you...

And thanks Andrew for being the first person to call me this year and wish me a happy new year =P

Mm...I'm pretty happy. I love my friends....all of you.

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[18 Dec 2002|02:35pm]
Song that...

makes you want to dance: Sk8er Boi-Avril Lavigne
makes you happy: A Praise Chorus-Jimmy Eat World
reminds you of an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: I'll Never Break Your Heart-Backstreet Boys >.>
reminds you of an ex-friend: see above.
makes you cry: Save Tonight- Eagle Eye Cherry
makes you laugh: Kitty Doggy- Five Iron Frenzy
makes you ponder life: I Hope You Dance-LeAnn Womack
you never want to hear again: Most rap and pop ESPECIALLY Justin Timberlake and Christina Aguilera's stuff O.o
you once loved but got sick of: Sweetness-Jimmy Eat World
you love by a band/artist you hate: "From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart" -- Britney Spears, I'll agree with Ally on that one
you sheepishly admit to liking: Some of Ashanti's stuff...^-^;;
you'd do anything to see played live: Blue Comb '78 by Five Iron Frenzy!!
reminds you of your childhood: Most Disney songs (I know 'em all!)
some teenage years: Nobody's Fool- Avril Lavigne
most people like: Hot in Here by Nelly O.o
you love the lyrics of: Tomorrow by SR71!!
you used to hate but now love: Not Hate but at first I wasn't too big on a Praise Chorus by Jimmy Eat World...O.o i was dumb or something...
cd you have in your car: Our Newest Album Ever- Five Iron Frenzy (its my mommy's car n_n)
you like to fall asleep to: Iris-Goo Goo Dolls
you like to wake up to: Paper Pieces-Michelle Branch
you like out of your parents records: She's Always a Woman To Me
you love that you wouldn't know if it wasn't for a friend: Lovers Of Loving Love by the Aquabats =D (Thanks Sarah!)
you love the video more than the tune: Still Waiting-SUM41 (Though its still a great song!!)
is good to listen to while holding hands: Hold My Heart- Michelle Branch
makes you think of sex: Unstoppable-The Calling O.o
you love to hear at clubs: Oh all kinda of stuff! Wait, I've never been to a club...
is not your "typical type" of style but you love anyway: "Beautiful" - Christina Aguilera, I'll agree with Ally again, thought I don't LOVE it, and I guess I don't have a typical style of music I like either...
reminds you of your siblings: Inside Out-Eve6
reminds you of the one you want but can't have: Iris- Goo Goo Dolls (well not litterally since the one I want I can have but the lyrics in that song describe the situation pretty well ^-^; )
you can sing really well: None! Let's go with the one I can sing with best on my guitar and keep up the pace! The Middle-Jimmy Eat World
you love which is instrumental: The ones Johnny was playing on the keyboard...forgot the names..^-^;;
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[15 Dec 2002|05:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Goo Goo Dolls - I Just Want You to Know Who I am ]

I have had an AWESOME day!

Natasha slept over last night. We took a camcorder to the mall and taped random, stupid thing. its kinda funny. When we got home we recorded ourselves making up dumb songs. I swear our "Popsicle" song is the best thing EVER! (she played the keyboard, I played guitar.) I'll have to get the Popsicle and Coconut song on the computer some time and make you all listen to it lol.

This morning we went for a walk over to Johnny's house. Its about a 2-3 mile walk I'd guess. But we figured out a shortcut on the way back so it'll only take about a mile for next time. Anyways...

We got there and his mom was sick so he jsut sat on the porch with us sicne we couldnt come in. He brought our his guitar and keyboard and played dumb songs. I couldn't stop cracking up. I recorded it, you hear me giggling in the background the whole time. He sang the "I Love Natasha" song to Natasha on the guitar and sang the beginning of "A Whole New World" to me. He made his face all serious when he sang a whole new world and it was just hilarious. I swear, if i ever get a video capture card the fun would be endless. And I'd scare all you people with what a freak I look like! MWAHA! *was wearing a cap, striped tie, beige boy's pants and a grey shirt, and bright pink converse shoes in the video.*

Natasha and I are planning on spending the day at Johnny's next friday if all works out. No school yay!

Now I go write my english paper....

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[11 Dec 2002|08:21pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | I'm With You-Avril Lavigne ]

I'm worried about Lawton. He's been saying lately that he wishes we could talk more, and I do too...but it didn't really upset me. We're hit dry spots in our lives before and I'm just glad to be able to IM him if I have something to say, I'm glad to just tell him I love him....I'm glad to hear his voice when he calls.

But he seems more upset and lonely than usual. I don't know what to do...I really don't...I want to have something to talk about. i want to have more time for him. I want to be with him most of all...*sigh* and then i have finals looking more difficult every day. I haven't even started studying yet. And I have projects to do...8takes a deep breath*

Then Natasha...she gets a daily "love confession" it seems now. Its confusing her. And I know the only one she really wants, Johnny, cares for her only as a friend. Needless to say, she's not feeling too well, being sent on these daily guilt trips. I wanna be there for her to lean on, but I know she'd rather have Johnny be that person...

And Johnny, I can't quite figure him out. We have a lot in common and he's a great person to talk to...but I can't seem to get him to really open up to me. I'm the one IMing him and when i think we're having a good conversation, I see his chats with natasha and others and see how much more....animated he is. If I were to walk up to him at school would he know my name? He's really so popular, as I've noticed. I feel almost like I'm not up to his level or something, and I still can't figure out why I want his friendship so bad. Funny how that works. Natasha wants his love and get's friendship. I want his friendship and get....well...more of a friendly aquaintance type relationship I think... I wish i had what he and Natasha have. its a great friendship....and I can't help but feel like ever since my birthday I don't have a friendship that wonderful in my grasp. I see what wonderful people Natasha and Johnny are...and I just want them both to know me. i want them both to call me up on a friday night and ask me if I wanna hit the mall that weekend. I AM ALWAYS THE ONE MAKING PLANS! ....but I can't see Johnny calling me, really. And I don't know how to let him know that I wanna be his friend without pushing the friendship or looking obsessive....*sigh*

Wow. I had a lot to get off my chest.

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hmm... [10 Dec 2002|03:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

xtaintedangelxx: life is so less complicated when you don't have a crush or a boyfriend or anything...

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[01 Dec 2002|10:45am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I saw Lacy yesterday, which was really nice. I've missed hanging out with her so much. But she asked me about Anders, so I confided in her about the whole....incident.

And she said "Geez...I'm never telling you shit." I kinda laughed it off with her, but it hurt.

Am I the only one who thinks I did the right thing?! I get so much crap EVERY DAY from Anders' friends at school about my decition. And I don't need it from my own friends.

God....i just wanted to be friends with Lacy again. And now she's thinking like Anders...("Val can't be trusted.") Maybe I'm not always as good a friend as I think I am.

I dunno...I don't like that Lacy feels like she can't trust me. I don't feel like I'm being as good of a friend as i wanna be.

*sigh*

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[26 Nov 2002|07:20pm]
x. name = Val
x. birthday = DECEMBER 8! GET ME PRESENTS! ^-^;
x. piercings = ears
x. tattoos = Nope
x. height = 5' 2"
x. shoe size = 6
x. hair color = dark brown
x. length = 3 inches past the shoulder
x. siblings = Jason-11 years old
x. pets = Gizmo my shihtzu and Chichiri my cockateil

last...
x. movie you rented = A Ranma movie I think...its been a while.
x. movie you bought = Love Hina volume 2 maybes?
x. song you listened to = Could it be Any Harder-The Calling
x. song that was stuck in your head = Tomorrow-SR71
x. song you've downloaded = Matchbox Twenty-Disease
x. cd you bought = Our Newest Album Ever-Five Iron Frenzy
x. cd you listened to = Let Go-Avril Lavgine
x. person you've called = Corey
x. person that's called you = Corey
x. tv show you've watched = Spongebob!
x. person you were thinking of = Lawton

do...
x. you have a bf or gf = Yeees ^-^
x. you have a crush on someone = Nope.
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = Always.
x. you think about suicide = Not about me committing it anyways
x. you believe in online dating = Of course =D
x. others find you attractive = Eh, a few.
x. you want more piercings = Nope.
x. you want more tattoos = I want one of those tattoos that lasts like 6 months of Nny. That'd be AWESOME
x. you drink = No
x. you do drugs = Never have never will. ESPECIALLY after meeting Colin.
x. you like cleaning = No.
x. you write in cursive or print = print. Always Always.
x. you carry a donor card = no

for or against
x. long distance relationships = Totally for, being that I'm in one.
x. using someone = bad! Against.
x. suicide = Against all the way.
x. killing people = against-y
x. teenage smoking = I'm against smoking in general. The whole smells REALLY bothers me, I'm sensitive to it.
x. doing drugs = Bad stuff.
x. premarital sex = Eh...it really has to do with the circumstances, maturity of the relationship and the couple, and all that. i can't make a general statement.
x. driving drunk = Against
x. gay/lesbian relationships = Not for me ^-^; but whatever floats your boat.
x. soap operas = Eh...

favorite...
x. food = spaghetti, perhapsies?
x. song = Save Tonight-Eagle Eye Cherry
x. thing to do = Be with friends
x. thing to talk about = my obsessions
x. sports = to watch? Baseball, but only d-backs.
x. drinks = Sierra Mist and Hot Chocolate!!
x. clothes = my camo pants and any one of my ZIM shirts. Don't forget my tie!
x. movies = Harry Potter o.o seriously man...
x. bands/singers = Michelle Branch, Avril Lavigne, The Calling, Weezer, Five Iron Frenzy.....the list goes on...
x. holiday = Christmas
x. cars = O.O DRIVING

have you...
x. ever cried over a girl/boy = Oh yeah.
x. ever lied to someone = Who hasn't?
x. ever been lied to = see above.
x. ever been in a fist fight = Kinda with Amber. We were playing but we beat eachother up good.
x. ever been arrested = Never

what...
x. shampoo do you use = Whatever mommy buys
x. perfume do you use = Peach scented body spray
x. shoes do you wear = Vans and converse, baby!
x. are you scared of = Spiders and scary movies o.o

number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken? Seriously broken? Not ever really....I'm usually the heart breaker >.< Well, Anders really hurt me but not in a romantic sort of heart break so I won't go into that.
x. of times youve broken someone elses heart? Geez...maybe 4?
x. of boys I have kissed? counting pecks....4
x. of girls I have kissed? 2. Pecks, don't worry ^-^;
x. of continents I have lived in? just this one.
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? Hmm...I'd say at least 4 or 5. I'm a lucky girl.
x. of people I consider my enemies? no real major ones...
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? I'm still in high school
x. of cd's that I own? over 50 I'd say...
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? in my life? maybe around 8?
x. of scars on my body? A lot. at least 4.
x. of things in my past that I regret? Two huge regrets and a few smaller ones.
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I Feel Sick [20 Nov 2002|07:07am]
My hand still stings. And I feel like there are tears welling up in my eyes....but I'm not crying...I'm just not crying...

I need him.

It's not fair. I need a hug....from him.
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[14 Nov 2002|09:13pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Dandelions-FIF ]

Okee. Here are Val's plans for the next two days:

Tomorrow (Friday)-
Go to harry Potter, 3:10 showing, after school. Get back home around 6:00pm
Possibly go to Hamilton Football game at 7:00, get back around 9:00-10:00pm

Saturday:
Sleep in until about 9-10am
Do chores until i am dragged off by my father to some picnic at his work
Get back anywhere between 3:30-5:30pm
BUT then leave to Amber's to spend the night. She's having an early "Thanksgiving" Saturday evening with her grandparents over and all and she chose me to be her guest. Aw....

So...I guess I'll see everyone Friday evening or Sunday afternoon >.>

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[14 Nov 2002|03:59pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | In A Little While-Uncle Kracker ]

15 years ago, i ...
1. ...Was getting ready to come out of my mommy's tummy ^-^
2. ....
3. ....

10 years ago, i ...
1. lived in Houston
2. Had a best friend named Jocelyn
3. bought my guinea pig, Thistle

5 years ago, i ...
1. was just settling in to my house here in AZ
2. Met Samar and Alex
3. Liked Pop music and could be shallow x.x

2 years ago, i ...
1. Was in the 7th grade at Bogle
2. Met Ashley
3. was pretty immature and still considered Anders one of my very best friends

1 year ago, i ...
1. Was depressed, I think
2. Was beginning to consider Amber a very close friend
3. was extremely obsessed with CCS.

yesterday, i ...
1. Had the most fun I've had in a while at the baseball game with Amber
2. realized Anders and I weren't meant to become friends again
3. Read a LOT of Jhonen stuffs o.o

today, i ...
1. have a cold
2. drew a kickass picture of Nny =D
3. am very blessed to have Lawton for my boyfriend....^-^

tomorrow, i ...
1. AM GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTER WITH 7 OF MY FRIENDS AT 3:10! WHOO!
2. am going to school as Harry Potter (again) ^-^
3. am most likely gonna exchange JtHM comics with Amy. (I have converted her! mwahahaa!)

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[09 Nov 2002|07:50pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I went to Atomic comics with $15 in my pocket since my $150 goal was what I was supposed to hit by the end of this month, and knowing I had a babysitting job tonight, i figured I could buy myself stuffs.

I picked out the first two SQUEE! comics (I hear its really good...), the 2nd I Feel Sick comic (I was hooked on the first once and NEEDED the second one o.o) And the 2nd JtHM comic, since I don't have any JtHM aside from the first one and I've had that for nearly a year. Plus Devi's in the 2nd one. =)

Then I walked up to the counter and they asked me how old I was. I told them and they were like "....can't sell it to you. You need to get a parent over here to get you permission." WHAT THE HECK?! That must be a brand new rule, because Amber just bought a SQUEE! comic two weeks ago from there! So i figured I'd try to talk my mom into giving me permission, but then she asked what was so bad about the comics. And I said "Well...Johnny IS a homicidal maniac..." And she didn't know it was so bad or whatever(...O.o) and the cussing really bothered her. So not only did I NOT get my comics but I've been banned from all things Jhonen aside from ZIM. I told the people behind the counter they suck and it was all their fault (I Was PISSED) and they were like "aww....sorry. Just doing out job...." Then mom thanked them ~.~

So i picked up Kodocha "graphic novel" #3....although I really wasn't in the mood for it. its too...happy-silly kind of funny. And I was in the mood for Jhonen's random twisted humor. i haven't even read Kodocha yet.

The worst part is i know my BROTHER has seen worse stuff than Johnny! Dad let's him watch R movies! How degrading! A 5th grader gets more freedoms than a highschooler! GRR! And its not like I've given mom reason to think I'm not stable enough to read this stuff. I mean geez she'll let jason buy these "Mature" rated video Games but then I can't buy my comics. its not even like I've picked up even MILD cussing from this stuff....dah....

*mumble* I know Hot Topic will sell the comics to me....'cept they don't carry I Feel sick and that's what I wanted most of all. Oh well. I better get over there fast before they form some kind of STUPID policy too.

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[09 Nov 2002|12:17pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Tomorrow-SR71 ]

ALEX IS COMING TO VISIT NEXT MONTH!!!

I haven't seen her since the end of the 7th grade!

And she's gone semi-punk and lost her preppyness and likes the same kind of music I do now!

We've got more common interests now than when she was living here =D

Oh god...I can't wait to see her again....

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[23 Oct 2002|08:59pm]
[ mood | better ]
[ music | Innocent-Our Lady Peace ]

Yay new icon. I love Stubble it makes me laugh. So anyways.....today hasn't been the best day, it hasn't been the worst either. In fact, I had a lot of fun at School. Kimmi and Amy were on a field trip so I sat by Corey in guitar. it was fun talking to him and just being dorks. he's a great friend. I also went by Mr. Ring's room today (I don't have math until tomorrow) and told him hi and congradulated him for being nominated as one of the favorite freshmen teachers! (I voted for him!)

Then i got home and took Gizmo for a walk and headed over to Bogle. I caught Drew just as he was getting on to his bus and gave him back his terry cuff. i told him to call me. no call yet. Surprise. But he was happy to see me. I think I'm just gonna have to learn that he's an absesnt minded guy and doesn't mean any offence when he doesn't call me.

I can't wait to see Amber tomorrow. its been a while.

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[21 Oct 2002|08:39am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | I Don't Give-Avril Lavigne ]

Avril Lavigne's fans are dropping like flies. I read an article where she was rude to a reporter and a lot of people were offended by it apparently. I think that the type of music she writes draws more fans who listen to softer music so it shocks them. i however think its funny. Please! its Avril, she's a little trouble maker and has a dirty mouth. Its not like she did anything to put the guy's life in danger or something. Now if Michelle Had done this THAT would be a different story....but Avril's always let it be known that's she's more out there so it doesn't shock me. Just thought I'd put in my two cents...in my own journal....

if you wanna read the article here it is!

http://www10.brinkster.com/chetceleb/september2002_avrillavigne.html

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